OK. So here’s the problem.
1. My sister/John was right. I was probably going to do what I deep down wanted to do no matter what the polls said. This is not your fault! It’s just who I am!
2. I was SO BORED. Something HAD TO BE DONE.
3. But, with the poll and months of thinking about it, and talking to all my friends at work about it, and the workers at Maverik, and people in the grocery store line and…you get the point, I did what I always do…
BUILT UP TOO MUCH HYPE! Like Christmas, like sex, like all good things, the build up is always the best.
So, by the time I actually got my hair done, I felt vulnerable and exposed and a little let down. Because I like to act like I’m so tough and I can share my life all the time with everyone, but at the same time, then I am totally holding myself accountable to my BILLIONS ok fine, hundreds of readers, and then I feel all crazy town in my head.
So, I followed my heart…and it took me dark.
I didn’t cry, cause I mean I still am PRETTY tough. But I was a little blah about it at first.
But! This morning I woke up and loved it, and feel great. And all my animal friends at home told me it looked good. And my sweet husband Eric loves it…so! I’m a happy camper.
PLUS…at the end of the day…IT’S JUST HAIR.
Now we can focus on things that matter more…
Like the fact my sister is getting married on SATURDAY! And I get to go home to beautiful San Diego tonight and miss TWO GLORIOUS DAYS OF WORK!
I love you all. Thanks for your love, support, votes, and indulging me.
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